`[Khai]ri... Stuck

The world know not of what is ventured in troubling years of existence.
The air spoke of wisdom and courage,
however chills ran down my spine.
In which direction must I head;
In which path does destiny lies.
I need the courage to strive, give me the strength to fight.
For at this crossroads I must live; and venture though the end - alive...

Thursday, May 7, 2009

anothe phase of life.. | 10:47:00 PM

worked my ass off.
finally, tomorrow is my last day.
i've had such a great experience working there.
so many things learned that i believe not many have the knowledge to.
though i'm not skilled in that area, at least i got the theory.

one thing i'm not gonna forget bout this assistant job, is that i learned everything the hard way. patience, energy and strong will are very important in this technical line. my hands were dirty everyday, had to breathe dust, getting cuts every single day, sweating all the time, itches everywhere, and empty stomache due to very late lunchbreaks.

i do receive criticisms and sometimes sarcasm too. from my dad also from the pakcik. only hear the good things, and learn from the bad ones. i can't deny it makes me feel stupid and useless once or twice because of their words but i had to deal with it. that's how i learned the hard way.

nevertheless, there were enjoyable times too. i'll never forget that pakcik. insyaAllah someday we'll work together again. we listened to the radio while working. Power 98 and Gold 90 FM usually. maybe 10 years from now, and the songs that he sang to played on the air, i'll definitely remember him.

you know the song from Lady Gaga, with the "cherry cherry boom boom". he loved that song. he sang that part and it was cute. for someone already 60 plus of age, he's the sportiest old man i've ever met. what about Fall Out Boy - America's Suitehearts? he called that the Kodomo song. i dunno if you'll understand why he labelled that song that.

and my dad. seeing him work was an eye-opener for me. though he keeps saying the same things over and over again, i know it was important for me and for my own good. i followed him almost everywhere and i believe strongly that if it weren't for the shortcomings our family has, he'll be one of the top in business. he's damn good at what he does. i guess luck is just not on his side.

anyway, tomorrow end of project. my last day of work. and then i'm flying off to Indonesia again three weeks later. i had a plan, but my plan failed. i guess i'm gonna be really doing some thorough soul-searching. but i believe i have already found my soulmate. a silent prayer.

i hear the laughter, i taste the tears, but i can't get near you now.
oh can't you see it baby. you've got me going crazy.
i wonder how we can survive, this romance.
but in the end if i'm with you, i'll take the chance.

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